Self-Assessment

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[Verse 1]
Pull out the ledger of the last five years,
Not profit and loss, but the weight that accrues —
A retirement, a relocation, a spouse who disappears,
Each threshold crossed leaves a residue.
Map the transitions, stack them end to end,
Cumulative grief moves like sediment downstream,
What felt manageable at one bend
By the fourth crossing, unravels every seam.
Ask yourself: have I traced the full topography,
Or just the peak the client chose to name?
Self-assessment means auditing your own cartography —
Do you flatten what you ought to frame?

[Chorus]
Schau genau hin, prüf dich selbst,
Wer bist du in diesem Raum?
Die Last der Jahre, die sich angehäuft,
Erkennst du sie — oder nur den Schaum?
Examine the layers, count the crossings made,
Do not let the cumulative weight evade
Your clinical eye — map what time has laid.
Schau genau hin, prüf dich selbst.

[Verse 2]
Now the conversation turns to intimate ground,
An older client, a life of desire still present —
Do you clear your throat, glance suddenly around,
Or do you hold the space without descent?
Sexual health does not retire at seventy-two,
It shifts its form, its frequency, its ache,
Dyspareunia, libido recalibrated anew,
A partner lost — what questions do you make?
Self-assess your posture, not the clinical kind —
Does your language assume celibacy by default?
The assumption is the artifact of an untrained mind,
A closed question is a door with a vault.

[Chorus]
Schau genau hin, prüf dich selbst,
Wer bist du in diesem Raum?
Die Last der Jahre, die sich angehäuft,
Erkennst du sie — oder nur den Schaum?
Examine the layers, count the crossings made,
Do not let the cumulative weight evade
Your clinical eye — map what time has laid.
Schau genau hin, prüf dich selbst.

[Bridge]
Kein Vorurteil, keine Scham —
The practitioner's creed when aging meets desire.
You are the instrument; tune what became
Assumption dressed as clinical attire.
Five years of loss compounded, intimacy unspoken —
Both demand the therapist undoctored and awake,
Not the reflex of a bias long unbroken,
But the courage of a question you can take.
Wo steht du? — stand inside the audit.
Map your blind spots with the same precision
You bring to clients — do not simply guard it,
Examine every edge of your own vision.

[Verse 3]
The baroque counterpoint of age and care
Weaves two voices: competence and humility,
Self-assessment is not theater to prepare —
It is the daily practice of fidelity.
To the work, to the elder across the table,
To the five-year arc you haven't yet inquired,
To the question you once felt somehow unable —
Now you ask it, calibrated and unwired.
Write the timeline. Speak the unspoken name.
Notice where your discomfort marks a gap.
Clinical growth is not a trophy or a claim —
It lives in what you do before the session's map.

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