The Over-Scheduled Life

chill, uk spoken poetry, jazz, bass and piano, slow · 4:02

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Lyrics

[Verse 1]
7:42, Tuesday, coffee's gone cold in the mug
Calendar's a subway map, every block got a plug
Nine-fifteen sync, nine-forty standup, ten the client call
Squeezed "cry" into the gap where lunch used to sprawl
Fifteen minutes, labeled private, color-coded blue
Set a reminder so the feeling shows up too
Wife texts "you good?" — three dots, then nothing sent
Answering costs time you already spent
Back to back to back like a fence with no gate
Even the bathroom's got a start time and a wait
The body don't check what the invite says is due
It bills you when it's ready, not when it's slotted for you

[Chorus]
The grid is full but I'm running on empty still
No square on the calendar marked just to feel
The grid is full but I'm running on empty still
No square on the calendar marked just to feel

[Verse 2]
Thursday I opened the day view instead of my chest
Columns don't lie, they just show you what's left
Mine was solid navy, stacked floor to the ceiling
Not a sliver of white for a thought or a feeling
So I deleted the ten o'clock, the one that could wait
Left a hole in the schedule, call it bait
Now the reminder speaks the next meeting and when
"Two-fifteen with Dana" — I don't check the screen again
That's the whole trick: stop staring at the maze
Let the voice tell the time, free up my gaze
Put fifteen minutes back, unlabeled, unnamed
Not for crying, not for working, just mine, unclaimed

[Verse 3]
Saturday morning, kid wants to show me a bug
Phone buzzes with a "quick sync" disguised as a hug
I say gimme a sec, the sec turns to ten
By the time I look up she's moved on again
I built this whole life on the currency of time
Spent it on invites, forgot to spend mine
Even rest got an agenda, a retreat, a plan
A workshop on breathing, taught by a stranger man
So I canceled the Saturday thing, just sat on the floor
Let the bug and the kid be the whole damn chore
No deliverable, no minutes, no follow-up thread
Just dirt on my hands and a story she said
Legacy's not the title, it's the time that I gave
Not the hours I billed but the ones I saved

[Bridge]
Some weeks the blank square's the first thing to go
Old habits still book it before I even know
I haven't solved the hunger to fill every line
Just learned to leave one hour that's quietly mine

[Chorus]
The grid is full but I'm running on empty still
No square on the calendar marked just to feel
The grid is full but I'm running on empty still
No square on the calendar marked just to feel

[Chorus]
The grid is full but I'm running on empty still
No square on the calendar marked just to feel
The grid is full but I'm running on empty still
No square on the calendar marked just to feel

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